This past Sunday
May. 17th, 2006 08:02 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
custerA chat conversation I had on Sunday morning touched on something that I obviously had a strong reaction to. What followed was an embarassing act of despair that looked like nothing more than the familiar "I'm leaving the fandom forever" plea for attention. That was four days ago.
Ultimately it sunk in that the actual problem I hd been made aware of was a serious flaw in my own personality. My moderate popularity in Second Life had resulted in my deluding myself into thinking I had somehow corrected it. I have not.
And I still don't know what I'm going to do about it either. Could well be I cannot do anything abiout it at all.
Conveniently though, school finals are now upon me, and have provided a convenient reason to stay away from SL until after the semester is over. I will return on June 1st. Possibly I will have it worked out by then.
Ultimately it sunk in that the actual problem I hd been made aware of was a serious flaw in my own personality. My moderate popularity in Second Life had resulted in my deluding myself into thinking I had somehow corrected it. I have not.
And I still don't know what I'm going to do about it either. Could well be I cannot do anything abiout it at all.
Conveniently though, school finals are now upon me, and have provided a convenient reason to stay away from SL until after the semester is over. I will return on June 1st. Possibly I will have it worked out by then.
